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Châu Sa Trần Aguiar

Châu Sa · Isabella · Meo

Châu Sa and her father

This page is for you. Your full name is Châu Sa Trần Aguiar, also written Chau Sa Tran Aguiar. The family calls you Isabella and at home everyone called you Meo. You were born on 6 November 2024 at Family Hospital Da Nang, in Vietnam. Your father is Josario Aguiar, known as Jos.

A letter to you

My girl,

You were born on a Wednesday afternoon in November 2024 at Family Hospital in Da Nang. I held you in the hospital until you calmed down. You slept on my chest. That's one of my clearest memories from those early days.

You came into the world on a new moon in Scorpio. That probably means nothing to you unless you find yourself curious about such things one day. What it meant to me was that you arrived at a beginning, and you looked at the room like you already knew it.

You were my quiet one. Where your brother filled a room with sound and movement, you watched. You read faces before you could speak. When you smiled you meant it completely. When you didn't, you meant that too.

I called you Meo. Your mother called you Meo. Everyone called you Meo. You answered to it like it was the only name that mattered.

I don't know exactly who you are now, as you're reading this. But I know who you were before I couldn't be there. You were loved deeply, held often, and seen clearly. That doesn't leave a person. Whatever you've become, those first months were yours and they were good.

You're half Goan Catholic, half Vietnamese. You carry both lines. Both are beautiful and both are yours.

I love you Meo. I always have. I always will.

Daddy

The day you were born

Châu Sa on the day she was born
6 November 2024. You were upset after you arrived, so I carried you and walked the hallways up and down until you were able to sleep. That was the first thing I did for you.

What I hope for you

The hopes you hold for her specifically, not generic hopes for "a good life" but the specific things you want her to have, know, feel, trust, resist. Write as if to the adult she'll become.

Your heritage

You are Goan Catholic on your father's side (the Aguiars, with roots in Portugal, then Goa, Tanzania, and Australia) and Vietnamese on your mother's side, from Gia Lai province in the central highlands. You were born in Da Nang.

Your family history

Photos of you

Châu Sa smiling, holding her Paddington Bear, sitting on a patterned chair
Châu Sa Trần Aguiar (Isabella, Meo) with her Paddington Bear, a gift from family friend Adil who brought it all the way from England. Sitting in Daddy's favourite chair. Look at that smile. Love you so much.

Videos featuring you

From the Châu Sa & Dẫn channel.